Figuring it Out

This is something that I’ve recently added to my page. I heard a song today that I hadn’t heard in years. I started thinking and while it may not seems like an epiphany it`s something that I’ve neglected to mention for years. I`ve often wondered why things happen as people often do and all I ponder are God`s Reason. He has a plan for us all no matter how unfair it may seem at times. ( I`ve had my share of unfair moments I assure you.) We are all put here for a reason; we all serve a purpose. We will all learn something from each other. Every person you meet in your life will teach you something about yourself or society. The hardest thing to do in life is to let go. And I find myself straddling that line. Do I hold on or do I let go. It`s hard to let go but is it harder to live life in pain. Love is a fickle emotion . . . you ride it like a roller coaster. Then again so is pride.

When it`s good there`s no better feeling but when it hurts there`s nothing in the world anyone can say or do to ease your pain. Only time will tell how you will emerge from that experience. Will you be bitter and angry or would you have realized that it was far better to have loved that person and spend what time you did spend with them then to have never known them at all. I could be cynical and say I would have rather spared myself the heartache and not have known them, but the only person I am robbing is myself. I am a far better person then I would have been because I know this beautiful person. (At least I think I am) I know they will always be with me and my actions are forever going to be thought out much more carefully. I will be thorough in all that I do. I will not fall to their shortcomings. There s so much more I could say but I believe this will sum it up. Everything you do is a matter of pride and a reflection of yourself. You are you because of your experiences; interactions with others, beliefs and morals, and no matter how hard you try all you can be is you. Be true to you. Let go of all that hinder you and follow your heart. I am good enough and so are you.