My best friend

I did something this week that I never thought I would have to do. I has to say good to my best friend Dodger. I got him 6 years ago and in Dec 11 he went to his eternal resting place. No one in the world will ever understand what he meant to me. I can not even put into words how hard it has been for me to live these past few days without him. He was so sweet and he never left my side. He never left me alone, he's the only thing in the whole world that never made me feel like I was bothering him. He was there with me while I was sick and remained loyal to the end. He passed away with his little head on my sneaker I guess in a way he was looking to me for comfort even though I wasn't home. It was difficult for me to see his lifeless body laying there. Reni was the strong won he picked him up and cradled him. He didn't what I didn't have the courage to do. I could bare the site of his body. I didn't want to remember him that way. We had him cremated and now he sits in a tin in our bedroom. It feels good to know he is still close to me even if I can't see him. Dodger will always be in my heart and I know he's waiting for me at the rainbow bridge. One day he and I will be together. I know in my heart that he didn't want me to see him go no matter how much I wish he didn't have to do that alone. He was a beautiful creature and I will miss him. I did my best by him and I loved Dodger more than anything else in the world. I will forever use the
Life lessons he taught me. I miss you baby boy. RIP Dodger B. God has given me another angel because all dogs go to heaven.